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My New Home

by Talking Forever

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1.
The time has come that we face the consequences of everything we've done there's no one to save you now as it all comes crashing down Fresh loss in your eyes (I know you're wrong) You said you were fine (I can't stay here) I can't help but think that you're already gone (Say goodbye) Your word against mine (Don't believe me) What terrible timing (I'm not the only one who saw you) As it all comes crashing down Lie to my face Tell me it's what I want Why can't you see The sun always sets on me We all new it was coming The goodbyes The white lies As it all comes crashing down Fresh loss in your eyes (I know you're wrong) You said you were fine (I can't stay here) I can't help but think that you're already gone (Say goodbye) Your word against mine (Don't believe me) What terrible timing (I'm not the only one who saw you) As it all comes crashing down Fresh loss in your eyes (I know you're wrong) You said you were fine (I can't stay here) I can't help but think that you're already gone (Say goodbye) Your word against mine (Don't believe me) What terrible timing (I'm not the only one who saw you) As it all comes crashing down This time I won't be the one to stop you
2.
Shirt Waist 04:01
Aren't you tired of picking the roses From the thorn bushes How many times have you cut your hands on their vice like fangs And it makes me sick (Here we stand) Do you have to treat yourself like this (Hand in hand) They have nothing but their broken words (Here we stand) That you've made to be your entire world (Hand in hand) I'm so stuck in this watered down version of reality We're both so enveloped in Look into my honest eyes, and tell me I'm wrong I wanna hear it from your voice It's so funny how the things we do Are so often to be used Who taught you these words These empty little phrases, they don't mean what they should And it makes me sick (Here we stand) Do you have to treat yourself like this (Hand in hand) They have nothing but their broken words (Here we stand) That you've made to be your entire world (Hand in hand) I'm so stuck in this watered down version of reality We're both so enveloped in Look into my honest eyes, an tell me I'm wrong I wanna hear it from your voice Your soul won't leave you but your body will This out of body experience is something real
3.
Cicadas 03:17
Try and be a little consistent for me please Drop the act and tell me something I can believe I'll blame it on my lack of self control I feel it pouring over, and washing away on my skin Teach me to drink the poison that I make Save for myself, but give none away Show me the words you kept in your throat Let them escape, and become my new home I feel your sadness But tell me where is your rage? I feel it turning me into something I'm not supposed to be I'm tired but I'd rather do Anything but sleep I choose every word so carefully, just begging that you'd notice I find myself pacing around my empty room My mind moves too fast for me to understand Every single day seems half as long as the last I'll eat my three course meal of anger sadness and fear Feel my knuckles turn to white Skin begins to burn Crimson shadows overthrow all of my sanity Feel my knuckles turn to white (I was the one who) Skin begins to burn (Put the holes in your hand) Crimson shadows overthrow all of my sanity Feel my knuckles turn to white (I was the one who) Skin begins to burn (Put the holes in your hand) Crimson shadows overthrow all of my sanity Feel my knuckles turn to white (I was the one who) Skin begins to burn (Put the holes in your hand) Crimson shadows overthrow all of my sanity Show me the words you kept in your throat Let them escape and become my new home
4.
(Sticks and stones) Who needs these sticks and stones when you've nothing aside from your broken bones (I've been dying) I'll try harder for those who brought me water when I was dying of thirst I've built up these walls for too long I've built up these walls for too long I've built up these walls for too long I've built up these walls for too long To tear them down (Give me something. Anything) Give me something new to breathe, and I'll exhale all the rest of it (Give me something. Anything) My lungs are all but empty, breathe new life into me (Not ashamed) I'm not ashamed about the places I've been or even the things I've done (Fighting words) I'll always have my word as my weapon, even if it doesn't really mean all that much (Give me something. Anything) Give me something new to breathe, and I'll exhale all the rest of it (Give me something. Anything) My lungs are all but empty, breathe into me I have nowhere to go Now that I've lost you We've both spoken words That have Proved to be untrue (I have nowhere) ((These words were untrue)) I have nowhere to go Now that I've lost you We've both spoken words That have Proved to be untrue Maybe I'm better on my own I need a new place to call home Things aren't getting any better for me Maybe I'm better on my own I need a new place to call home Things aren't getting any better for me (Just come home) Just come home Give me something. Anything Give me something. Anything Give me something. Anything Give me something. Anything
5.
Heavy Half 03:38
I'm all choked up, I leave these phrases in the chambers of my throat, but they long to get out, begging to be used, this story's been told before and my points already been proved Things were much easier then Why can't it be like it used to (I knew what was going down, I didn't know what to say) Don't tell me that you lost your way with words, they escaped from your grasp just like you did to mine (I knew what was going down, I just didn't know what to say) Ridden with guilt, caught up in your lies Tell me it hurts, and your blood is red like mine You're falling back down, from the top of the world I can see all your pain, and it helps me survive You're left all alone, and you've forfeit your home You severed your ties with all the people that made you whole You've been dragged down to the bottom, And I see that your comfort's gone These broken in sheets are the only thing you've won Things were much easier then Why can't it be like it used to (I knew what was going down, I didn't know what to say) Don't tell me that you lost your way with words, they escaped from your grasp just like you did to mine (I knew what was going down, I just didn't know what to say) Ridden with guilt, you're paying for you sin Tell me it hurts, and your blood is red like mine You're falling back down, from the top of the world I can see all your pain, and it helps me survive YOU WONT FEEL A THING
6.
Forrest Ln. 02:24
I felt all the pains of growth, but there's no growth in these hungry bones There's thorns in my side that you don't even care to notice But you given me brand new eyes To see the colors that I have yet to find Are you suffocating under the weight of my actions today These mutinous concepts and scenarios, they drive me insane with the thoughts of failure that I cannot bare to relive again Mediocre sleep cycles will hold me over for now These insignificant rituals have become my new home
7.
House Keys 03:52
News like this stops you in cement, never thought this could happen again I felt my chest fail to rise and fall, matching the coldness of the eggshell halls I had to push myself right through the doors just to catch my breath as I fell to the floor the walls keeps you from hurting again Keep your distance, just watch where you tread Empty promises, and useless words are all I have left of what I used to know best Just say the words and I'll be gone, whats the point in trying to mend what we both know can't be cured You tried to break me down (You've already torn me up) You tried to break me down (You've already torn me up) Spare me your insincerity, your battered lungs (And your bloody knees) Now watch me fall apart (Now watch me) I haven't even heard from you in days, the last scene just keeps getting replayed My thoughts seem to stumble and ring in my ears, I would try to explain but you're not even here Retrace my steps back down the hall, try to remember where it all went wrong We promised that we'd never end up like them, look at where we are just following trends Where am I supposed to go from here Mentally checked out for the past two years I'll try to remember how to act, like none of this ever even happened, as if we didn't collapse You tried to break me down (You've already torn me up) You tried to break me down (You've already torn me up) Spare me insincerities, your battered lungs (And your bloody knees) Now watch me fall apart (Now watch me)
8.
Ellipses 03:44
My inner conflict is spilling out of my pours Presented in front of me, upon the tiles of the floor I've been taken for granted, and I'm all but spent. If I've been given so many reasons, why haven't I left? I'm relapsing and falling back in the abyss of normalcy I've already seen my downfall, none of this is news to me Take apart my body and recite the flaws you see I'll pretend that i'm not thinking of them constantly I probably would have saved you (Where did you run off to) Some better words (Don't leave me out) But I wasn't given the luxury Of knowing it was the end How dare you feed me stones, and tell me that they're fruit (There's no one left here to help you out with this one now) How many times do I have to plead with you Your silence fills my ears, with voices you'll never hear (You'll never hear my voice again) With Every single step there's a bigger chance of falling down (I'm disappointed in the person I am) Tell me that you're as disappointed as I am in your end of our deal Pick at the wires that tie my soul to this frivolous vessel turn me into something that we both can call our friend I fear this impending closure, it's one that I can't stop, though rest assured you've already left your marks I probably would have saved you (Where did you run off to) Some better words (Don't leave me out) But I wasn't given the luxury Of knowing it was the end How dare you feed me stones, and tell me that they're fruit (There's no one left here to help you out with this one now) How many times do I have to plead with you I bending over backwards (Don't tell me) Just to keep you whole (I'm the only one) I'm trying to become a person (Don't tell me) That you could call your home (I'm the only one) But my heart is growing cold My heart is growing cold
9.
Bent but not completely broken We all wear our own scars Some are just bigger than the others with different shapes showing different pains Where did you go I'm Caught up in chasing shadows Don't let the fears take control of your mind been there before and I'm still trying to find My way back to where I came By filling the holes left in my brain And I swear that I'll do my best Maybe then you'll see That I'm trying my best to breathe I've tied my tongue in this knot But I'm terrified at the thought Of what might come next Or if I'll even take another step I'll show you all the things I never wanted you to see Cause I don't care That you couldn't think any less of me I got out on my own I clawed my way to where I am today I've been lost in my own eyes It's been too long since I was fine Rip me apart Bring me to my knees I'm tired of being someone I'm not meant to be But I'm in last place And I don't even want to finish the race I thought I reached the surface But I'm still treading water I'm sinking to the depths I fear that my failure will spread And I'm hanging on by a thread But I've drank from the water that quenches all thirst, and I've tasted the pain that makes hearts burst We are one in the same And my hands have been cut open But I don't feel a thing I've been shedding my skin Waiting for new life to sink in Give me something Give me anything My eyes were glued shut But I'm finally waking up
10.
Light of Day 04:57
I've been living in the back of your head been waiting for you to notice how much I've bled I failed to understand that you're not meant to be my cure What's gone is gone and nothing stops me from moving forward Pull my teeth out Don't you worry about me anyways (I've seen the light of day) And I've been clawing my way out of this grave (My wounds have begun to fade) Watch me shed what little skin I have left Don't think I was made to pay for the sins I repent I have no one to blame For all of my mistakes I could've begged for your help But I kept it all to myself Don't you worry about me anyways (I've seen the light of day) And I've been clawing my way out of this grave (My wounds have begun to fade)

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released February 28, 2017

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