My inner conflict is spilling out of my pours
Presented in front of me, upon the tiles of the floor
I've been taken for granted, and I'm all but spent.
If I've been given so many reasons, why haven't I left?
I'm relapsing and falling back
in the abyss of normalcy
I've already seen my downfall, none of this is news to me
Take apart my body and recite the flaws you see
I'll pretend that i'm not thinking of them constantly
I probably would have saved you
(Where did you run off to)
Some better words
(Don't leave me out)
But I wasn't given the luxury
Of knowing it was the end
How dare you feed me stones, and tell me that they're fruit
(There's no one left here to help you out with this one now)
How many times do I have to plead with you
Your silence fills my ears, with voices you'll never hear
(You'll never hear my voice again)
With Every single step there's a bigger chance of falling down
(I'm disappointed in the person I am)
Tell me that you're as disappointed as I am in your end of our deal
Pick at the wires that tie my soul to this
frivolous vessel
turn me into something that we both can call our friend
I fear this impending closure, it's one that I can't stop,
though rest assured you've already left your marks
I probably would have saved you
(Where did you run off to)
Some better words
(Don't leave me out)
But I wasn't given the luxury
Of knowing it was the end
How dare you feed me stones, and tell me that they're fruit
(There's no one left here to help you out with this one now)
How many times do I have to plead with you
I bending over backwards
(Don't tell me)
Just to keep you whole
(I'm the only one)
I'm trying to become a person
(Don't tell me)
That you could call your home
(I'm the only one)
But my heart is growing cold
My heart is growing cold
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